Tuesday, July 22, 2014

I can't even explain

The amount of anxiety I've felt this week was suffocating. I'm not exaggerating here. I have felt sick to my stomach for almost a week. I got test results back today that were so good I could have gotten down on my knees and started weeping. Basically I was a nervous wreck over nothing but it could have been something hence the full on freak out. But that's how I roll. I am extremely anxious and over analyze everything to death. I feel like I can finally breathe again.

A big giant thank you to my doctor's office for getting the test results back so quick. I'm sure my doctor could tell I was about to throw myself off a bridge and was like "get this shit done asap!"

There is some party happening on my street as I type this. I can hear little 21-year-old babies drunkenly yelling. For once I'm not annoyed, I want to drunkenly yell with them too.

I'm just very thankful right now and so glad that it all worked out well in the end.

*Don't ask me what the test was for, there's some shit I keep personal even though I blog and no it does not involve being pregnant and no it was not an STD test.


  1. YAY, I'm glad you got favorable test results for the medical thing that was neither pregnancy nor STD!