I can't even explain

The amount of anxiety I've felt this week was suffocating. I'm not exaggerating here. I have felt sick to my stomach for almost a week. I got test results back today that were so good I could have gotten down on my knees and started weeping. Basically I was a nervous wreck over nothing but it could have been something hence the full on freak out. But that's how I roll. I am extremely anxious and over analyze everything to death. I feel like I can finally breathe again.

A big giant thank you to my doctor's office for getting the test results back so quick. I'm sure my doctor could tell I was about to throw myself off a bridge and was like "get this shit done asap!"

There is some party happening on my street as I type this. I can hear little 21-year-old babies drunkenly yelling. For once I'm not annoyed, I want to drunkenly yell with them too.

I'm just very thankful right now and so glad that it all worked out well in the end.

*Don't ask me what the test was for, there's some shit I keep personal even though I blog and no it does not involve being pregnant and no it was not an STD test.